“My Prayer” November 18, 2015 by K.F.
Dear Heavenly Father Yes You O Lord,
I need your help to tame my double edged sword.
Take away all the negativity, Please watch over my friends and family.
I cry out O Lord to you, But I’m scared my prayers don’t get through.
I’m lost in this cruel cruel place, Pushing forward everyday with death staring me in the face.
I sit alone at night and pray,
Thank Thee Lord for another glorious beautiful day.
God why do we try to tear each other down?
I’m tired of seeing others walk around with frowns.
Its sad seeing people lose their faith,
When all they have to do is let go for you’ve already carried the weight.
Not taking time to say a prayer before we go to bed,
Not repenting of our sin and to soon were dead.
The blessings you send get pushed back
Because faith and honesty is where we lack.
Lord I wish we could all walk free,
But one day soon chains, handcuffs & shackles can’t hold me.
I can’t wait to see my Father in heaven face to face,
Yes I’m saved but only through his amazing grace.
I know you didn’t put me here,
But you saved me from the death that was drawing near.
So thank you Lord for showing me to live Day to Day,
Without you I would have never found the narrow path way.
a prayer from prison
Brief testimony —
I was arrested 17 Jan 11, I was taking every narcotic pill you could, washing them down with alcohol — that night I was arrested, I was getting a gun to committ suicide, I couldn’t bare life no more….came to jail angry, and every negative thing possible…..
Someone gave me a Bible __ I said “I don’t need this. God put me here!” He did — for many reasons, 1st one, to save me from myself.
After a time, I began to read God’s Word. He was working on me, Revealing what I was and why i was so unhappy. After 23 months, God said “He’ll take that cold, old heart & replace it with a tender one.” He did — He changed me completely,
I don’t look the same! I have peace where there was once confusion; Joy where sadness was once. Happy, I can’t ever recall ever being so happy — came to jail and found freedom like I’ve never known……
I was once told God will call you back when you not right gently at first. when you refuse to listen, He use drastic measures — He did for me! Now I believe the Lord wants me to be a leader in my family, to my nieces & nephews, my children, etc. Whatever He has for me, I will do it with a Smile on my face — and joy in my heart — God has taken me, from a woman who was angry all the time to Just the opposite! I look forward to what God has enstored for me on the outside and I pray I carry all I’ve learned with me as well…… This has been many lessons learned and I don’t want this trip again…
But I will give God ALL the Glory, the Honor & Praise for what He has done in my life presently and what He’s about to do! Hallelujah!
I never knew love, as i do now…
Never knew joy, til now
Never knew peace, til i gave my all to Him…
I gave my all & fell in love with an awesome man, my Creator, Savior, Redeemer. One day Soon, I praise Him eternally, every day I rise Thanking Him, for one more day!